Hello all ! Got sick yesterday and eyes was so damn swollen due to drugs allergy . ;( Went to see doctor and had an injection on my butt ! Damn pain ! Grrr ! Didn't went school today and was rotting at home now .. Baby and i seems to be meeting lesser and lesser le , due to his " course choosing things " what-ever .. I'm getting quite mad at him cause he keeps telling me last minute and he knows i hate it !! Everytime he last minute , the more disappoinment i will have in him . Its like , people happy happy expecting him to come , but in the end ? Last minute not coming .. Hahah , maybe i'm too sensitive or what , but seriously i hate it when people tell me things last minute . When i got more disappointed in him , the more i don't trust him . And now , I've lost all my trust in him already . Every single word he said , i would not believe in him 100% anymore . But maybe 40% ? Or lesser .. Everytime he last minute , who would believe in him ? Except his precious friends maybe ? Hahah .. Sometimes having a boyfriend may not be better than not having a boyfriend . Having a boyfriend just makes you have more things to stress on . But of cause there are advantages of having a boyfriend too . Just like what people said , when you fall in love . No matter how he makes you angry , in the end ? Still forgive , and you'll hate that you love him . But no choice , you've already fall in love ! (: PH-EEW !! I've finally said out everything ! I've kept this in my heart for like so freaking looooonnnggg ?!?!? FEEL SO MUCH BETTER ! WOOHOO ! Hahahhahah !! I'm soooo happy now !! LOL ! Ok ok , i shall stop here . :D

Disappointed , but happy !
shirley <3